looks like a love bug. Its never easy to loose one, no other will take his place but they do tend to make a place of their own. I don't think we ever really get over loosing one, we just learn to live without them.
Lovely photo of Ming. I am truly sorry for your loss. You are not alone…unfortunately we have all been through it. Losing our furry baby is such a terrible thing to go through…it feels like you can’t breathe and your heart is just ripped out. He will always be in your heart and you have to remember the good times.